Pereiraville

Scribblings and bibblings; bibblings and scribblings.

28
Jan
2008

I have been suffering from extremely low self-esteem lately. It’s really rather unusual for me to feel so badly about myself. I have always thought I had a rather realistic view of myself, and never felt the need to compare myself to other women. Sure, there are things about myself that need to be ameliorated, like my current need to hide some bugles with corsets or something, but I’ve been so down on myself for many days, and that’s just not like me. I hate to admit that someone else’s words can have this must power over me, but it was something someone (who shall remain nameless) said to me not too long ago that caused me to plunge. With the other stresses, this one has me just spiraling out of control. I’ve never hated myself as much as I have recently and do right now.

Oh well, this too shall pass. Soon, I hope.

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Your 2¢

  1. Lisa W. Said,

    Yeeps…hope you are feeling better soon…
    :P to whoever made you feel icky…

  2. Lisa W. Said,

    That was supposed to be a sticking out tongue smiley in a not happy looking way by the way…
    Damn emoticons…

  3. Cristi Said,

    I read your blog often and am ashamed to admit I am a lurker. I not only wanted to comment on this post, but I NEEDED to. I enjoy your blog immensely because my situation in life is similar to yours and I often feel the same as you on many issues. I just want you to know that there are perfect strangers out there who think you are beautiful. Not just in looks but in spirit. In the passion you put into this piece of your world that entertains so many. In to the way you love your family and friends and even your animals. We all have struggled in the past and no one is perfect, but I admire the way you put yourself out to world like you do, and I wish I had the the same courage as you.

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